She will have no fear of bad news; her heart is steadfast, trusting in the Lord. (Psalm 112:7)

Desire Fulfiller

I remember, one day i was talking to myself *iya gwe sering ngomong sendiri*, 'nanti kalau udah kerja, i want to be written as writer di employee id card gwe, tapi kalau kerja di company majalah or something gak bakal tulisannya writer, palingan reporter atau editor'. Time flies, and here i am, beneran di tempat kerja gwe sekarang i'm listed as writer.. hihi.. 

Kemarin pas jalan kaki pulang dari kantor *yeah, have i told you my office sedeket itu dari rumah?* i was like reflecting my life, dan keinget sama desire gwe itu, when i was pengen banget tertulis as writer and it did happen, dan gwe kemarin sore kayak.... 'well, if God so cares for my job, definitely He cares about other important parts of my life, seperti misalnya mmm.. pasangan hidup'. HAHAHA iya gwe wondering-in ini juga pas jalan kaki pulang itu.

He knows my desire untuk jadi writer and through some moments in my life, hari ini it did happen. Entah bagaimana kedepannya, setidaknya my desire once fulfilled. I trust He knows my desire to have a man whose heart after God's own heart, He knows my desire to date a man who passionate for Christ. Singkat cerita, belakangan waktu ini, maybe i was sempet maybe well, distracted from that desire. Sampai beberapa hari lalu, di kerjaan gwe, i have to interview a man, still very young, around 28-an gitu kayaknya, and he has he passion for Christ. You know if someone has that passion in the way they talking and testify about Christ. Dan lucunya, ketika lagi wawancara dia, gwe kayak merasa Tuhan agak noel sambil maybe He talked 'tuh, masih ada kan yang kayak begini...' HAHHAHAHA it's either imajinasi gwe terlalu tinggi atau apa, but it's true.

Balik lagi di perjalanan pulang sore kemarin, i realize something sih, Tuhan itu Tuhan yang tau keinginan hati kita koq, Tuhan itu bukan cuma tau bahkan, if our desire inline sama yang jadi maunya Tuhan, believe me, He will fulfill it. Delight yourself in the Lord, and he will give you the desires of your heart -Psalm 37:4 He knows, He cares, and in His time, Dia bakal give us what we desire, in His time.

So, what's your desire? A great job? A Godly spouse? A cute kid? All-around-missionary-trip? Atau apa? Is it inline with His desire? If it is, then just wait and see, in His time, He will fulfill it.

 

2 comments:

Dhieta said...

Titiiin, is the man you interviwed still single? AKakakaka #menjurus :D Aduuuh, baca postingan ini jadi sendu deh^^

christine natalia said...

bahahahahahhaa #salahfokus ya kak :p gatauu, haven't asked that far hihi.. kenapaa sendu? *pukpuk*

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